Friday, January 19, 2007

L.A.S.T D.A.Y

Today finali mark the end of my 2.5yr stay in this coy. Am hving 1.5week break before starting on moi new job on 1 Feb! Am still feeling sicky wif a veri hoarse voice & coughing fits! Hv oredi been drinking loads n loads of water & hence making Xtremely frequent trips to the loo! I've a weak bladder! Hahaha

Am so swarmed wif a little bit last min work to finish off & oso tonns of stuff 2 hand-over to moi poor colleagues who r taking over bits & pieces of moi portfolio until someone new comes in i guess...... Am still bz typing away at moi desk when most of moi colleagues happily knock off at 530pm! **wail** M gng 2 miss them so so so much! *sniff sniff*

Hv decided that there's no need 2 try 2 b politically correct & 'act nice' to moi evil & mean boss *oops*, i didnt went into her room to bade farewell. Instead, i went over to the other dept opposite to mine, to bade farewell to moi ex-boss. Was veri glad dat i did.

Initially, was alittle disappointed when i heard from a colleague dat moi ex-boss made a little remark when she got 2 knoe dat i've tendered. The remark was....she's surprised dat i've tendered, but she's actuali more surprised dat i've stayed on in the coy till now (ie. longer than she expected). But she oso added dat it's a waste/pity dat i'm leaving. Hmm..not too sure if the latter remark is gd or bad but i certainly dun perceive the veri 1st remark as positive! Y is it dat everyone seems 2 tink dat i will resign sooner or later? If tis remark were to come from moi evil boss, i wldnt hv given a damn coz to moi, it's a waste of time to even care wat she tinks of moi...muahaha....i dun care. But.... i hv respected moi ex-boss! So i'm realli curious wat made her tink dat i wldnt stay on in this coy for long?

So, i decided to b bold & asked her upfront! And i'm realli glad i did. There's absolutely no negative meaning to her remark at all, & i got 2 understand whr she's coming from. We had a realli gd chat. She shared wif mi very frankly what are my strengths & weaknesses & offered alot of very valuable advices! And i felt realli good to hv spoken to her & i left her room feeling even more respectful towards her!She's not only a very competent boss, but one that can connect with her staff too! I even confess 2 her that even till now, whenever i receive her calls or emails, my heart-beat will accelerate ten-folds! Coz she's too smart! Hees... none of us can ever try to 'smoke' her n get away wif it. And she hv such high expectations of her staff dat when i was workin under her, i felt so stressful every single day, so much so dat i'm so afraid dat i'll get high-blood pressure veri soon if i dun buck up! Haha

Not dat i wana be mean, but doubt moi evil boss can hold such a meaningful conversation wif moi the way moi ex-boss did.....kekekeke

Aniways,when i finalli leave the office & stepped out of the building @ 730pm, i was in Xtremely high spirits!! =) Looking forward to the new challenges ahead!

Last but not least....still the same old phrase...
"Am going miss all moi dear dear colleagues!"
**sob sob
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